How Do I Forget?

I want to forget you,

Forget all the memories,

the Joy and Laughters we shared,

All of it..

I want to forget the feeling I get when we are together,

Forget how my heart skips a beat every time I see you.

Because I planned out my life Already,

Alone not married and live with 10 dogs,

Then theres you who fucks it all up,

and made me rethink my Plan.

It also makes me wonder..

Is this just life playing a sick joke on me?

or is this really true love?

I try to not think about you,

I try not to get close to you,

But...

The more I push the worst it gets. The more I push the more it attracts. Like magnets..

Aren't you tired of me pushing you away? Leaving? and Hurting you??

I have never had a good memory

but now I'm asking..

How do I forget?

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