Dreams of you

Dreams of you.

As sweet as it sounds,it was the worst thing ever. Dreaming of you was a nightmare.

I had to run. Hide and when I thought I was safe you were down bellow staring at me. Staring and waiting... Waiting for your next attack on my lonely soul.

Why did I ever made that decision to say Yes just so I could go in that club.

Was It all worth it? 4 months of suffering? 4 months of Hurting and Disrespecting myself.

Was it all worth it in the end?

All the hate, the pain, the blame..

Was it all worth it !!!

I ran as you chased me in night.

I ran and hid at some house thinking you wouldn't find me.

but I got up and you were there staring below waiting for me.

Suddenly I woke up, sweating , panting like I have been running a marathon ..

But sadly the nightmare didn't end.. Reality seemed to be as worst as the dreams I had of you..

When is this going to end..

#dreams #nightmare